dirty little secrets

fcuk.

2006-06-12T07:35:00.000-07:00

hello my beautiful souls .

fifie is backie once again. hoho.
im so bloody bored and im loving
my single life. now, i don't love anyone
anymore. fuh. i LOVE my life.

yeahs BITCH. FUCK OFF ALRIGHT.
you have no right to tell me what to
do. i know what im doing. its my life.
you can take AYIE all you want. cause
i hate him all my life. seriously i do.

yesterday i didn't went home the whole
night. okeh i have plan to do some tattoo.
any comment ? hoho. i wanna do a heart-
shaped tattoo with my name on it. cool
ahs ? SHAIK! I NEED YOU NOW! haha.

i don't need you boy.

memories.

2006-06-05T07:46:00.000-07:00

hellohs my beautiful souls ..

just now ijad call me and yeahs suddenly i miss
him alot. all the memories come back. haish.
memories can be hurtful at times you know. i
cried when he talk about the past. im SORRY
but you're the one who hurt me.

ijad ; how do you expect me to give you a chance
when you actually betray me twice ? once you lied
to me, i forgave you. you swore it won't happen again
but in the end. you may say you regret but i can
never trust you again boy. thats what all guys say
like JIMMY, WAWAN ? they said they regret for what
they have done but when i give them a chance, they
do the same mistake again.

i think its better you go ahead with you life with HER.
since you leave me because of her, then live happily
with her okehs. =) cause im also happy with my life
right now. im in LOVE. my love for you has faded away
even since HE came to my life. my heart is only for
him and i swear i love him alot. <33

im leading this single life but im in love. understand ?
i don't know whether he loves me or not. haiish.
im SCARED if im hurt again. i dun have faith in
love. /CRY.

i miss SEEMA! that gong. hehe.
okehs bye.

i misss my baby.

2006-06-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

cute isn't she ? her name is LYDIA!
and she's my babygirl. hehe. omg. i'm so in
love with lydia. she's cute baybeh. ERGH!
can't tahan liao. i'm falling for her. *screams*

okeh nonsense. hehe. i miss him lahs. that GONG!
lalala. some people are just so rude by the way they
chat like this unknown guy. i ask him who he is and
he asked me to "BUZZ OFF?" oh fcuk. perangai mcm
sundal ahs seriously. hehe.

okehs kidding. i know i'm rude but that guy more rude
ahs. cibai siak! eergh. bingit betooool. and yesterday i
talk to shaf setan. huhu. I CALL HIM? oh my god.
ladeedum. shit me!

bored giler sehs. i'm so in love with the song "REAL LOVE".
its so nice && meaningful. wew! sometimes i was thinking
what is love actually. i feel that im in love but is it true ?
oh i really miss him and all i do is think care about him.
who ? *for me to know && for you to find out* and for
YOUR INFO JIMMY, ITS NOT YOU. TOLONG JGN PERASAAN!

okeh thats all. bye.

outings.

2006-06-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

hellohs.

i'm back once again.
just now we went to kakak's house.
it was so boring. trust me. then i watch
hindustan movie. tak paham pun paham
kan jek lahs! but i nearly cried when i saw
everyone cry. but i understand why they
are crying ?

oh hell yeah. otw back saw khairil. i just smile
and walk off. mama go and tegur him! walauwei.
then he ask me whether i change my number then
i saw noo. padahal2. =) lalala. i'm in love.

otw back, bought chocolates. yeahs yeahs! more
chocolates. haha. i wanna try be fat. mcm cute gituk.
chubby2. hahaks. i'm sooo bored !

thanks alot anisz for taking your time do my blog.
love you sweeeets. thanks alot.

fifie;

new blog.

2006-06-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

mcm cool gituk sehs ade blog. =)

thanks to anisz ahs.
hehe! but i know i'm not going to blog every
single day but i'll try my best to update okehs.

i'm BORED. seriously. but then i feel like going
but then my mummy is sick. haiish. terpaksa
lah sit at home teman her while the rest of my
family go out. /CRY.

nvm. i want more chocs! i love chocolates and
i'm in love with it. yeahs. i wanna be FAT! hehe.
im getting fatter. oh no. im now 5o kg. hehes.
have to lose weight already. =X thought of going
jogging next week but i'm simply lazy. lalala. i
miss dance. but im lazy to go back to school to
prac. huhu.

i love him. seriously i do. =)
thanks anisz for helping me do my blog.
love you sweets.